Somehow this song has been stuck in my head......... i'm sitting here on my chair and i'm wondering mmmmmmmm what is the next phrase to this song........ so now i'm frantically searching for it so it will at least ease my mind.
Well, soooooooooo i'm gonna start getting all philosphical or just stupid in this blog coz yer it's like 2am and i guess i do wanna write this blog. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, maybe i should just start talking about what kinda room i have, what kinda clothes i'm wearing and just anything that comes to mind......... mmmmmmmm.......... well, on my table at the moment are some coins, a phone charger, some cologne, keyb mouse, screen and my scarf and other rubbish mmmmmm, interesting eh? mmmmmmmmmm, my room's not too bad at the moment, i've actually bothered to put away my clothes and keep it sorta neat so that i can walk in and out and swing my chair around without hitting anyting on the carpet. I've got this kinda plastic carpet mat which i bought from ebay..... for 5 bucks which is pretty good.............. sigh
Today it was quite warm...... nice sunny day...... i mean mmm yesterday (it's 2am now) ......... and i wore a tshirt and some 3/4 pants. Felt like summer all over again. Days like today i wish i had my car fixed........ so that i could at least drive out to some no man's land and have a sit around......... i used to walk to the nearby park and sit on the play equipment and listen to some ballady type of piano solo pieces to cheer myself up. I'd go there all gloomy, i'd turn off my phone or maybe on silent. Sit there and listen to music, close my eyes, hear the wind blow across, with the trees and leaves rustling..... and i guess i'd actually sit and pray and praise God =) Praise God for what he's made...... praise him that amongst my stupid problems in life, He always has His answers which i know He'll reveal to me IFFFFFFFFF i truly seek Him first~! I wonder if it's too cold or if the temperature is right, maybe i might walk up to the park later and just sit and do that very thing........... it's funny how ballads seem to cheer me up....... ballads which normally depict love and some soppy songs which talk about heart breaks etc, they seem to do the reversal effect? Ever wonder why? I think it's coz when you listen to that kinda music you feel that you're not alone...... you feel that someone out there........ is understanding your emotions, your thoughts, whatever you're thinking, they're thinking as well, and you feel comforted because of this...........
Mmmmmmmmmmm, did i finish explaining what happened on Sunday night? I didn't did i........ well, i went to Loretta's birthday with Ez and Chi was there as well hehehe Awwwww mannnnnnnn which totally reminds me that ECC is having some music workshop and i've totally missed it...... it runs for 5 days, ends Wednesday but i'm busy tomorrow night (tues night) so there's no point bahhh...... but anyhow ummmmmmmmm, all the girls there were pretty much mcrob chicks and they were singing all these "Twins" songs which were quite annoying i guess....... it's one of those "u said u loved me, u said this u said that blablabla u know u need me ablablbal" all that kinda lyrics which makes u think errrrrrrrrr yerr ok =o But yer, ummmmm, Ez and i sang a few songs but we weren't realllyyyyy into it........... i was too tired anywayz coz i had like 4 hours of singing rehearsal just beforehand (had to pracitse for this gig that's coming up this weekend ish) so yer, got there, said hi etc etc, met some people that Ez knew, ate some finger food there, and then ummm, sang 1-2 songs, errr ate a bit more finger food, then we left to goto Jon's place. When we got to Jon's place i was already just mehhhhhh and i was looking for some excitement which i nor Ez i think got much of from karaoke heheh karaoke's more a girl's thing maybe mmmmmmmmmm anyhow we went through Jon's movie colleciton and then we picked out a movie which rated 8.5 from imdb and we watched it............ i liked the acting, i thought it was top notch, the storyline wasn't bad either, except the ending left more to be desired, but still, i'm not complaining, movie's called "Reservoir dogs" If you haven't seen it, i think it's an alright film to watch
Anyhow, halfway through movie, we started talking to Age in Japan. We used Skype, this talking/chatting online thing where u can fully duplex talk and it's quite clear, we talked for about 40 mins or so then continued our movie then yer that was that, went home, late blalbalba slept late lbablalba then yer this morning woke up late but had the sun nice and up and shining throuhg my window..............
Tonight....... i'll be shuttin those curtains coz yer im planning to maybe wake up around midday then i'm going out to the city............ i WAS gonna work 11-2 taking over my cousin's shift at work but then i can't be bothered anymore and yer i've decided to email them back (after like 1 hour) and tell them that i can't make it....... instead i'm meeting my friend Mica for lunch. We're prolly gonna go eat some jap food coz she's into jap food. I'm an alright fan of jap food too but like recently, coz of my stomach pain, i haven't eaten much......... i sometimes skip meals coz sometimes after i eat it kinda hurts....... mmmmmmmm........... so yer this entry's becoming heck long and i dont think ive even started to wrap up............
Sometimes i wonder........... are friends you think you know, just hi bye friends or would they be there for ya? I'm not talking about people who are always in touch with you............ i'm talking about people who you don't see very often......... but they're someone you get along with......... if you called them oiut of the blue and u had a problem, would they help yu out of ur little problem? Mmmmmm i wonder...........
Actually, maybe i'll post something here saying a thank you........ firstly to Mica lolz, the bakka~!!~ She's not actually a baka (stupid kid in jap). But we call each other that for some reason ahhaha Even though i hardly talk to her........ as in on the phone or on icq or whatever we always somehow find each other when there's problems and none of us are not willing to listen to the other person. HEheheh like this other day when i decided to skip my tute which she'd already attended, we went to kfc and she explained the tute to me and then we talked about her stuff hehe And then we also jogged together lolz. Somehow she decides that she needs to jog/run/exercise and even though she ain't fat she says she needs to be healthy so yer we jogged like 3-4 laps around the uni running track (400m track) and we talked about stuff there lolz.......... we have weird phone calls too (whenever there is one) if u hear us say bye u'd be like what daaaaaaaa we just go "aw k bai" all that in like 0.4 seconds making it sound very harsh and very ummm, not caring hahaha but yer, it's all cool........ but yer silly Mica........ i'm always telling her off for this and that and telling her to grow up in some areas hehehe
I also wanna thank my IGS bunch hahah mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn life would be boring without them hahahah if you haven't met them already you should =p They've all got blogs hahhaa and we're allll going to the snow next year...... anyone's invited really..... its a matter of if you wanna go...... with us mehh
Sooooooooo..........Does image play a part in a non superficial sense or manner? I wonder........ does it? If you try and define superficiality....... it is "Of, affecting, or being on or near the surface" or "Concerned with or comprehending only what is apparent or obvious". So it is the apparent or obvious which matters....... and if you look at the definition of image, or maybe other words to describe it you'd say "representation", "visual perception", or maybe even "resemblence" mmmmmmmmm so looking at the meanings and definitions image is pretty much incorporated in superficiality. So, now, how far of an extent does superficiality play a part in our lives? I can pretty much guarantee that it PLAYS a part in all our lives....... with that said...... we get to the "how much" or the word "extent"......... Are we literally asking for a figurative answer or are there different areas of our lives which we tend to value more based on what we feel/think personally? Is someone who spends more time on their hair in the morning than clothes, more superficial than someone who spends more time on clothing than shaving? Does image change how others perceive you in a different way? or is this the "apparant" appearance yet not "reality" ? Are words coming out of your mouth less important than how you look? Is ACTION less important than what you say? Clearly actions speak louder than words.... with a picture that could speak a thousand words. It's funny how the mind works..... we tend to remember more bad things than good. We remember people's insults more than their compliments. We remember gossip more than praise. We allow ourselves to be affected by things which wouldn't really mean anything to use until someone else thinks it does/should. "You don't know???????? How could u not know???" Is a typical example of it..... humans are succumb to some pretty silly things....... like writing blogs this long which don't mean anything which hardly ANYONE will read..... i hope someone's gonna comment, no matter how bad/good this post is..... but yer, if there was like a read count for these kinda pages it'd be more indicative of who reads these kinda things......... i'm sure Jon would have a lot more philosophical or trivial things to say, mine are baby talk compared to his, but afterall he IS reading PLATO, even though it's 2 years ongoing he's still at it, sorta............... anyhow.......... i think i'm gonna stop, it's 2:52 and i started this at 1:51.......... it's taken me 1 hour to bring up some silly thoughts all because i couldn't/didn't want to sleep and no i'm a little fatigued but i see Ez still online so i'm thinking he actually IS waiting for me to blog coz he said he'll read it after or something =p Good luck to him................
In any case, i'm sure my blogs won't be as long as this one next time........ stay in tune for more boring features
